mars taurus. jack quaid fan number one. fave song is hard feelings. weakness: the supercut of us.
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most pathetic text ever, 4/10 for the emotion. too many run on sentences. maybe if he literally didn't only talk about how much he missed his ex this would've worked out. maybe if he didn't abuse me i would've talked to him again.
Well i don't even know how to start something stupid like this but basically ever since the day I made fun of your voice in late 10th grade(my late 10th grade your late 9th I believe) I kinda liked you but this was more of a "hold up there is someone better than me in the thing i like the most (foreign languages) I must be close with them" but covid happened and I couldn't get any chances to talk to you till that whole thing where you made fun of metin. I got so furious when you asked that to him and was like nah she's not someone good we talked like a day and I realized you weren't really someone good so I was like nah she's not worth it. Then Tosun happened and she made me realize people were people for their emotions likes and feelings and not just what they were good at but I still disliked you. I don't know why but I felt bad and wanted to ask you what happened during that whole seizure incident you had my general idea was to just ask casually how you were and end the convo there but you turned out to be someone really cool and it really felt bad to see what people did to the girl I liked for a very brief of time hurting her manipulating her breaking her. So I continued the conversations hoping to be at least someone that you can tell shit to get some relief so you wouldn't relapse hurt yourself or perhaps do even something worse. It hurts to see what people are capable of under the guise of love and I'm really sorry for what happened to you with those two guys. You turned out to be the person I liked and I really don't want to get called a pedo or something like that ffs how is it my fault one of the only cool people in the school is like 2 years younger than me. Yeah I guess I kinda like you but the outcome really doesn't affect me that much since I don't even know what I'm living for after Tosun and probably won't know for a good while. Im sorry for what happened to you during the past years with A and C but please don't put me in the same place with them just because I like you. I don't even get the point of hurting the ones you love when we are supposed to be their reason of joy. I'm now just going to take a whole ass walk and would really appreciate it if you don't share this with your friends since I believe this text was addressed to you and not to them. Feel free to block me or send a reply if you wish to do so good night nur
the two greatest lyricists of our time are sleeping... the noise you've made... the disturbance it's brought... it's woken ella up. let ryan rest.
where did you want this to lead you to? who did you wish to see? didn't your mother ever tell you not to trust strangers, or was she just repeating what your father said the entire time? which do you idolize more: her nonchalance or his unforgiving nature? if you had a child, would you raise them the same way you were brought up? you know to respect your parents but never being like them is a no brainer. don't trust strangers again.
what makes olympia fascinating is her self respect. she's a critique on the male gaze. she wasn't expecting you here, right now. the maid brings her flowers from a different lover. you weren't meant to see her right now, so she won't let herself be seen. look at her hand, it's rigidity. how the black cats tail stands up almost straight, a sign of bad luck, a sign of tension.
if you're not going to be respected, don't let him in. you should know better by now, from the flowers. this isn't your first time. yet he keeps coming in. what does that say about you? be like olympia for once.